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Really taking time to blog…

3 Sep

Slowly, but surely. This past week has been very rough personally. I was let go from my job on Monday and it really threw me for a loop. I’ve tossed myself back into the fray and am actively looking for a new job, but at the same time, I am also looking into going back to school. It’s something I’ve been thinking about for awhile, but never seriously–until now. I have two appointments with school counselors next week and I think I am really excited about it–at least for the possibilities. What scares me is that I am moving home with my parents for awhile to save up some money and to lessen my worries about rent for my apartment. I think I have finally come to the conclusion that this is the best thing for me right now. My parents have been such a great support this week (not that they aren’t every day anyway!) and I have found that I have some amazing friends for support, including some excellent now former co-workers who I now CAN call friends.

In a way, I now think I can write Ryan’s story a little better. He had the rug pulled out from under him with his job and career and I sort of know how he feels. And the last few days I have really dug back into the writing challenge I participate in. I have been doing well with it anyway, but it’s been a bit halfhearted. Now I am diving back into it with a new spirit. I changed up (visually) some of the characters and think their new portrayers fit the characters much, much better. I’ve also created a music mix to kind of definite Ava and Ryan’s relationship, and I plan to make a Lily one, a solo Ryan one, and a Ava/Nathan friendship one.

In the past two days, I’ve written about 1000 words on Spotlight and it really made me feel good about it again. I’ve got a huge paper easel on my wall right now with a list of scenes to write, the album and song titles on Lily, Ryan, AND Nathan’s records, and my character list. Things WILL be accomplished…and I have a really renewed attitude about it all.

And really, maybe not working right now is good in a way. Maybe I was unhappy there…maybe it just wasn’t right…and maybe, just maybe, I’m not doing what I am supposed to be doing. At least not yet, anyway. I will find it eventually, this I know. My mantra right now, to quote Dory in Finding Nemo is “Just keep swimming!” Haha. I will write, and I will dive into this blogging thing and not just make it about my writing, but about music and sports and crafts.

Which brings me to a new link I added to my blogroll. A good friend and her partner have a fantastic Etsy jewelry shop, called The Curious Cupcake. I have several pairs of earrings and two necklaces from these lovely ladies, and the other half of that partnership is Angela. She has started a blog of her own to help talk about the shop and life and things. I added the link to her blog, and am putting it here as well:The Curious Cupcake Blog.

So here’s to diving back in to life as it comes, and enjoying the little things that I can control, and dealing with those things that I cannot control. And here’s also to diving back into my four simple goals from a couple of weeks back. =)

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